I needed my shop to be successful because it was my only source of income, and I really wanted it to stay that way. I will put in the amount of work necessary to make it succeed. I believed in myself, and believed I could make this business work.
I am giving myself a 3 month make over and working full force at succeeding at what I love to do most. Sew and design. I have RA which is my biggest battle and sucks the life out of my saving, but fret not I will, because sitting and worrying will not exist in my life - nor will welfare. This is NOT a hobby but my life career. If I do not succeed, not only will I starve, but I will have starved my family as well. NOT EVER an option.